1st Day of WERK!

Hmmm...today is my 1st day of werk, i dont know why, bt i feel so tired ar.. bkan pnat werk,tapi pnat berdiri. hehe. Werkin at operating theathre kire ok gk ar...agknye la eh. hehe. get 2 noe e surgeons there, hopefully smuenye ok ar. Feelin a bit blur wif e procedure there..nk kene uat paper werk agi. haiz.. tkpela,ngah pelan2 kayuh ni. lame2 i'll get use 2 it. hmm...klah, bsok2 kalo rajin,type agi ar.

can someone give me some peace? i wanted it so much

how i wish time can be freeze...so tat i can enjoy every hapiest moment of my life everyday... Some pple dont realise how lucky they are.. it's such a sad thing 2 c that they do not appreciate what they have. sometimes i do wish i can b happy like them. i usually try my best 2 make pple hapi but do they realli realize that? Sad 2 said, Nobody...know watz deep inside my heart. . therez 2 much secret that i hav been keeping n wont ever 4get. sometimes i do realli feel like vomit out all my prob 2 someone who really care bout me. but. . .do pple realli care bout me? sometimes, pple onli say tat they care bout u but they dnt even show. i can say that i'm such a coward n timid girl it's all bcoz of my PAST....I hate my past...i really do. nobody know what i hav been thru. Those pple think that i'm such a cheerful n bubbly girl..but deep inside my heart is juz sadness and loneliness... Is tiz what we call life? or i'm juz e unlucky 1. For those pple who already hav neg thought bout me...plz try 2 understand me well...sometimes,every action has its own reasons n some things r best 2 b left unexplained... well, i hope at leaz someone will understand me rite nw..

At Laaazzz

Hahahahahahahhahahahahhahahhah! oooooooHHHH YYeeaaaah!!! at last, i pass my tp! Me soooooo happy... I got myself a driving license... yeah2... hehehe! muacks 2 everyone

so nervous

My Tp iS gEtTiNg nEaReR.. I cAn'T aFfOrD 2 fAiL AgAiN! aaRRgGgHHH...!!! neeD 2 do a lOt of PrAcTices. iF onLY the lessons fee is Not ThAt XpEnSiVe. . i miGhT b AbLe 2 bOoK a lOt Of LeSSoNs. hAiz...2bad 4 me. i rEaLLy HoPe I cAn MaKe It Tiz TiMe. . I wanna MAke My PaReNtS PrOuD oF mE eSpEciAlly, mY dAd -> he wants me 2 own a license fast. hmm...klah, adioz!

_=OREOISHI™=_

bored

..i can't sleep...aarrgh! used to sleep late. i cannot make it as a habit, its not gd 4 me anw. mum said if i cntinue 2 sleep reali late, i'll end up 2 look older than my age. is that true?? hmmm.. lately, i started 2 miss my sec skewl fren. . i mish them so much till i keep dreamin of them. haiz.. wat 2 do, they r bz wif their own life. sms is e onli way 4 me 2 keep in touch wif them.feel bad 4 not comin 2 wati birthday party few wks ago but..i got my own reasons 4 nt comin.

haiz...i dunnoe y i feel so emo tiz few days. klah, i gt notin 2 say. . mayb 2morow i will blog again. adioz!